ive been thinking lately. and this lately is approximately two weeks now. its a bit exhausting. but its ok. found myself watching music videos of kamikazee. well the recent ones. i mean. who among them had the sad experince the one they talked about halik. plus huling sayaw. but it turned out the saddest song was/is tagpuan. it hit me. nagdulot gid. and because pain demands to be felt til you cant feel anything. i downloaded the whole album. awe the feels of being a sad romantiko :)

i need to say something.

found this. and stared and laughed for a ten good minutes. ill make one. uhm pass danay sa baby. i meant the costume. adorable. ill make a crocodile. a dinosaur. a shark. a wolf ♥

found this. and stared and laughed for a ten good minutes. ill make one. uhm pass danay sa baby. i meant the costume. adorable. ill make a crocodile. a dinosaur. a shark. a wolf ♥

"I believe in whatever gets you throught the night. The night is the hardest time to be alive…and four A.M. knows all my secrets."

Poppy Z. Brite (via wordsnquotes)
feeling cold and bored haha. hoodies for the team!

feeling cold and bored haha. hoodies for the team!

i learned about awkward. that series from mtv. from romar. when we came home for a break whilst the review for the board exams. and he said i would like the humour and furthermore love the soundtrack. in all the series ive watched and is watching awkward has the most beautiful songs. followed by greys anatomy of course. so. when we went back to cebu i told all my friends and downloaded the episodes and watched it together. when the first season rolled through and the storyline unfolded. i think i was already using tumblr then. so they all agreed that the reason i was so hooked with the series is because in a way i saw my self in jenna. well.. no. then youd fast forward it to now. youd think how it all come to be a cliche. choosing that is. i stopped watching in the mid of season 3 because tables were turned and i didnt know how she would face the mess shes made. i refused to accept how the story went on. but i got a lot braver over time and yes im watching the installments now. i dont like the choices shes been making. alienating people around her. im trying hard to be above it. that this will end ‘prodigally’. is there such a word. this may sound all nonsense. but fuck it. lets just celebrate the song lists that keeps popping up. indie forevah mate.

"Nothing haunts us like the things we don’t say."

Mitch Albom, Have a Little Faith: a True Story. (via wordsnquotes)
mga sirs. thank you for being our safe ride home in this very awful weather.

mga sirs. thank you for being our safe ride home in this very awful weather.

"To me, it is not about getting over things and moving forward, it is about going through the sadness, taking some of it with you and being made whole because of it."

Justine Vernon, mother of Justin Vernon  (via ding-ang-bato)

i. dont feel sure. and i cant gather my thoughts together and place them in neat order. so i cant decide what to be sure about. you and so much more. and me and the least of it. in seventy days. id be home. so. are you ready?