andbutso. i need to puke to get the alcohol out of my system. when my day was ending last night. ged went home with this giant cabinet its crazy shit. man where is she going to place this. some time in between the ruckus she gave me her phone to answer a phonecall. the whole time i thought it was richard. but oh oh oh it was sanchi pala. so the guys were planning to have some shat sessions. first and last since sanchis leaving for the states. hes doing a drink beer in 60seconds challenge for their org in up. he failed after he drunk the first can. he was supposed to drink two. will post a video about that. so now. i think i have a hangover. also a first. because i drank this much beer. also a first. and my atay is reminding me why i dont drink in the first place. i hate the waking up part.
i got really sleepy towards the end of it. we were talking about breakups. oh in english of course. i got so confused with my self. why am i even being curious. again. given the amount of time from then and now.
i hate it when i dont get enough rest. my thoughts are multiplied to an exponent and the rate of change i hope can be differential.
but for the futile attempts of it, i hope i can shake you off my system.
sakto si richard. im not ready yet. i dont need him to point that out.
what i need is a penny. a cruiser. to skate my fucking thoughts away.
also. i miss you.
wala ko labot kung ginabasa mo ni or kung wala mo ginabasa.
also. bisan how plastic this may sound but im not asking for anything. im not signing myself to go thru all of that again. im not even going to start wih the discussion of ‘feelings’ kay i lack that nowadays.
also. i keep asking myself what am i even doing lately. ano na naman ni. para sa ano ni.
i already said what i need to say. and i cant work other things from it. indi ko kaya mag go beyond i swear.
this is starting to get ridiculous and pathetic so ill stop.
indi na ko magliwat inom.